Update on My Life

Almost seventeen no more
Loathing Ribena even more
Still doesn't understand the use of word 'poyo' but used it
Natalia is on facebook, quite funny and inspiringly weird from NATALIA
Bought Syira some 'skimpy gifts' from Bali (this one is a special mention because of the term skimpy)
Bought some 'Welcome Dance' painting
Still loving the Pattz
Ready to occupy Warda with some questions.. Haha!
I tell you, once you put on tudung, it is simply awfully laughable when you ditch them publicly, whatever the reasons may be
Bali is a resort!
My brother is still loved
Driving Miss Daisy is wicked awesome!
I love my daddy most
Sunglasses is suitable for you ugly eyed people
Burned by the sun
Still yapping nonsense

Smile People!

-Yasmin Sinaga-

Stringy Options

You don't know what you'll get so just abide yourself with plenty of options and while one hits, you have nothing to lose so go on. There are so many strings attached to life. Not only love and family hits your guard up, but the representations of memory and experience itself. I myself wonder how foolish people are but then it green lighted to me the occurance of no choices because the fill with only one road which they thought was best. Note to self, there are no best choices, just good ones and when sometimes one looks better than the other, it could be the other way with another step ahead.

-lil

Insane

Seventeen Years old kids. They are!

Skins - A UK Series

Skins was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!
This is why I loved You Tube, they allow you to see shows you thought you would never see.
I'll put on a picture and trailer below.
Its not just the sexy scandals or the cute butts or the gay kiss (that is one hell of a hot kiss!), its the drama that looked so real.
Everyone in here is a mess, and I think this is the original 'KAMI' that debuted in Malaysia.
I'll let you guys feast your eyes with the Sexy Unrated Trailer first. Then we'll discuss the characters.

Now, meet the AWESOME character!

Tony Stonem (Nicholas Hoult)

Tony is a first class womanizer, a wanker. He has the looks, the brains, the charm and the girl. Though he doesn't care about his girlfriend, doesn't really care about the world, all he only care was that life is a game and he's playing it well. As for what his girlfriend Michelle said, he only cared about his sister, Effie who for Tony, knows him best.

Sid Jenkins (Mike Bailey)
Sid is a lack of confidence, pathetic, paranoid kid who sees his best friend Tony as an idol who has everything. Even his dream girl Michelle. Sid is still a virgin and somehow he waits for Michelle to one day actually love him back. Sid's life is a big mess and he stutters his words on it. Sid never trust himself where he only do is when he messes up.

Michelle Richardson (April Pearson)
Michelle is Tony's girlfriend who always lie to herself that she was Tony's only one. Michelle has a stepdad (had two stepdads) who is 7 years older than her, which she hated. Michelle always said that she would look shaggable so Tony would always shag her. Michelle also knew that Sid was fairly in love with her.

Cassie Ainsworth (Hannah Murray)
Cassie is a blonde, happy girl with eating disorder, where she can't stop eating when she does. Cassie has been in therapy for awhile and told herself again and again that she's fine, which she wasn't. She haven't been eating and only took pills and drink water to survive. She had a few hallucinations due to the pills. She has a thing for Sid.

Chris Miles (Joseph Dempsie)
Chris uses viagra daily just because he likes it. Chris was considered the clown of the group. Although, behind the mask, Chris was very lonely, a bastard of his parents. Even his mother abandoned him. He now only lives with a gold fish. Chris likes his psychology teacher, Angie and stood by her everyday to get his shot.

Maxxie Oliver (Mitch Hewer)
Maxxie is openly gay and is comfortable with his status. He is a phenomenal dancer and wanted to be a dancer one day. Maxxie is somehow the gay slut, as he sleeps with every guy that wanted to. Maxxie is best friends with Anwar, a Muslim boy, who shuts down on him sometimes for his sexuality. Maxxie is also good in Arts and kept a portrait of everyone in his book.

Anwar Kharral (Dev Patel)
Anwar is an Indian Muslim, but doesn't live like one. He prays 5 times a day, but never really know why. Anwar has always been best friends with Maxxie but Maxxie's sexuality worried him as he is a Muslim. Anwar's dad is very strict but always obeys his mum. Anwar believed in his God but never really applied them on a practical way as he does coke and smoke pots.

Jal Fazer (Larissa Wilson)
Jal is a rich girl whose father doesn't care to look at her as she was similar to her runaway mum. Jal is the most understanding friend of the bunch and she never protest on being herself. Jal plays the clarinet for her college and was very good at them. Unlike Michelle, Jal never showed that she was the hottie under the clothes she was wearing but deep fact, she is.

I assure you guys the series is awesome and YOU SHOULD CHECK IT OUT!
The series doesn't lie.
And I don't lie too, this time.
:)

-lil-

One Day's Hectic - Shouldn't be long, but dizzy

July 7th 2009
Very Hectic, I mean very in the School of Taman Melawati
First off, SPOT CHECK! SPOT CHECK!
Everyone were everywhere to hide their phones.
It was already giving you head ache as people were so 'cuak'.
Stop cuaking!
Recess came, YAY!
Ate and ate, worry on nothing, phone is safe.
Then two 'lovely' (note my sarcasm) ladies abrupt in a bitch fight.
A bitch fight is only when bitches howl to each other on their rights, FYI.
One of the girls was somewhat similar to a girl caught on hysteria.
Best scene? Tolakan Rohana... Ghaha!
She's the teacher (crazy ones) and she pushed one of the girls away, hard.
Fatin, Diba and I re-enact those moments, oh how it looked so 'real'!
Then naik, go back to class.
KECOH KECOH!
WTF?
Boys were fighting, hitting, blood everywhere, you get the idea.
Teachers put out the Surah Yassin on speaker. It was still hectic though.
Teachers were using uncensored words to students.
Aiyo... To adapt all that in one day is pretty magnifyingly dizzy!

My Attempt to Repel Compliments

Not working, sigh.
Its too much a flutter I might say to receive a compliment.
But damn my nose will flare whenever I receive a compliment.
For me, a compliment is like a decease, I don't wanna die because I feel I'm too good.
Worse, if I die thinking I was good but I was never.
Ah, people thought compliments are great, wow, sheesh, but I see it as a total drag.
I like to feel "Why?" when people compliment me, so it doesn' t get to my head.
I might be the embarrassed whore for flaring my nose too big.
Sigh, I need to repel, REPEL!
-Lil-

RIP Michael Jackson

To respect his memorial, we should debut his humanitarian.
End said.

Cinta bukan Lokasi

Its been so long since the long long... and I have decided to marry this one guy...

AFGHAN

Lesung pipit mu sgt menawan!!!

Pecks Alert! PECKS ALERT!

I am not supposed to be wasting my precious time on this as I have the stupid exam but this is pecks alert baby!!!


Scene : The reunion of Edward and Bella.
Who cares?
PECKS ALERT LADIES!
(I underestimate Rob, I thought he could never pull off a 6 pecks but LOOKIE! Good to be wrong!)

Oh, I forgot the STEAMY!


You can't see the pecks but you can see the steamy!
I know I am being obsessed but rather than smoking pot under your mother's basement, I rather smoke up to this!


OFF TOPIC

Ronald Weasley in Love


This made me laugh and love Ron Weasley even more! Who needs Harry when Ron is around?

Me and The Small Dog - Kejadian di Jalan G

I wish I could bring him home! He's a little Terrier with brown, black and dark brown fur. I saw him after my tuition at Jalan G. He was somehow lost and lonely. He looked at me with sad eyes. Look at his chocolate mousse! How cute! Squish! Squish! (FYI, the dog looks kinda like the one in the picture) But sadly I can't and shouldn't even be thinking about it. So goodbye little terrier. :(

Funny how human works

It always amazes me how they, humans never admit their mistakes. And quite clearly to repeat them for all they know that it was sin. Fine, you say, we're human, we make mistakes. But to repeat them with honor? That's a low class joke. Humans, its such a lie when they say they don't know the difference between good and bad because I seem to think its on a human's nature to know whats good or bad. Then, why the repetition of mistakes? Because they saw the enjoyment of mistakes. It is almost an addiction once a mistake is taken twice. Don't lie when you say you don't know that it was a bad thing you did because you do, you just didn't care. For all I know, only malfunctioned brained people couldn't differentiate good or bad. Normal humans didn't care if they made sin, because they only somehow see the fun in it. Oh, my they must never think of heaven, where almost all happiness in the world couldn't be compared to a second in heaven, a side of God. Quit believing in, "We're humans, we make mistakes." Its supposed to be these words we say, "I'm human, I made a mistake, never should I repeat them again." No one is perfect but do not intensify perfection into making non-eligible sins. What happened to our human today? What happened to perfection of minds of a human compared to other living? Keep saying that you made a mistake, but never you dare to stop making the same mistakes. This is a message for fellow residents of the world, as I claim every human to have the sanity on good and bad. Choices has to be made, and fortune in this realm are never as good as heaven by God's side.

- Lil

Poem - A Fool of A Friend

Its important to understand what life is
But you, for many other are just foolish
People say the truth but you bow away
While when a lie is told, you never stray
Its hard to say whether you understand or not
All you do is your own plot
Caught by the sin and feel the quest
While satan is burning on your nest
See clearly my dear as you do not live long
Or to be honest you are not that strong
See and feel not by the damage
But for the purification of white image
Do understand I am not you
So what she's been saying was only for you
If God is willing, I'll choke myself out of your life
So I could live on my long strive
Love does not complete a world
Love compliments life in a swirl
You compliment me in so many ways
But sometimes I felt it kinda waves
Sometimes you care, but only for sake
There is no love for what used to be on cakes
See my dear see as the end waits
That you only leave a bit of traits
I wrote this poem not for me
But just for you to clearly see
You are human so open your eyes
Life is no joke, nor just meat and pies.

-Lil-

Art, Dali, Cedric, Giselher, Toby, Edward and Rob

Lol. You ain't seeing Edward Cullen now, huh!

This is Arthur.


This is Salvador Dali.
What, you want a boy?


This is Golden Boy Cedric Diggory.
What, you miss Edward?? Wait up.


Giselher, a bad hair. Lol!
You want Edward?


My lonely boy, Mr. Toby Jugg.
Really, miss Edward???



Okay fine! Here's Edward Cullen.
Hehe. But it doesn't stop here. My favourite is coming.

There is my favourite. Mr Robert Pattinson.
No one is as good as he is.
:)

Guys are your Gods if you're Juana

Based on The Pearl, a literary by John Steinbeck (author of East of Eden, James Dean.. Gosh) and the lowly obedient Juana. Seriously, you'll say you'll never be Juana at all cost. You'll say its not good if a guy hurts a girl by one bit but on the other bit, you're still a puppy dog lingering by his side. Now, Juana is very obedient, even if during the time when Kino hits her for the mighty pearl, she didn't rush for a fight. Some say its because she knows her husband and he'll hurt her more bad if she did fought back. True true, but how many here knew in deep of the guy they love like Juana knew her husband? A severe 1 year of knowing the guy does not consider knowing. Juana had been married to Kino for a long time and she knew who her husband was, she sees the good side of him for a very long time, a measured husband to her, a loyal father to Coyotito. Now what do you know of the guy you love apart of whats his name, what is his likes and dislikes, where does he live and his Spacebook password? That is not knowing the person. Knowing a person means you see the good in him, not because he helped you in things, but you see it grow from the bottom of his heart. Loving a person means (one of a thousand meanings that is) feel grateful that he is for you and only you. I know, to love a person is to look pass his flaws, but what if those flaws make you bleed? Is it nessesary to live by the rule of unconditional love? Apparently, you are not qualified for it or any love story of all sort of matter. Juana lived by the rule of uncoditional love because she knew the husband, she cares for the husband, she knew what the pearl had made him and she knew who her husband of many years is. So shame on you if you say Juana is stupid to let Kino hit her, as for I, I thought Juana was right to be quiet, because she still see the good in Kino and if bleeding was nessesary to bring the old Kino back, then she wil, which she does. Its harder to find the eyes like Juana and by all means, girls left out the love for the lust. Now, lust is subjective, so lust does not always mean sex. Lust could have been pondering on the same jerk, lust could have you gravel for his money, lust is subjective. So if you are in Juana;s position that knew and love your husband dearly, you'll be obliged to make him your God (not literally, god is Allah). And if you are with a god, you've clearly took all the 7 heavens in hand.

A nudge in the heart

Sorry if my words are not for your liking.
Its reality I was explaining.
Not meant for you.
But if you feel a nudge then its only you.
I might not be right.
But my words are tight.
My words were meant for a man.
But seems that he doesn't give a damn.
If my words gave you a heart ache.
I'm sorry for the words I create.
Again, sorry if my words are not for your liking.
Its reality I was explaining.

-Lil
And Lil is so proud of all the rhyming!!!
It wasn't intended but the rhyme just kept clinging!
And I'm still rhyming!

Words for Maturity

No one is mature.
Keep thinking, Lads.
At 5 years old, no maturity obviously.
At 15 years old, still immature.
At 25, close to mature but never fully.
At 35, immature in wanting to become a child again.
At 45, you went senile and no one is mature when senile.
At 55, you die of immaturity. But you still live, in the sensation of nothing matters anymore.
At 65, you're being a kid again, wanting this and that, maturity that you already have decreases.
At 75, most of you are under the ground already.

But Lads,
WHAT THE FUCK DO I KNOW?
I'm 17 and I don't know how to be a 25, 35, or even a 75!
For me, 'mature' is just a word to describe if he or she does understand, if he or she balanced her life, if he or she knows what wastes their time and what does not and if he or she knows, what to let go and what to grasp in.
Mature does not mean talking aloof or making yourself higher than other people. Mature does not mean fake yourself, putting self on shame.
Mature has it levels and some has a higher will to be in a higher level of maturity, because it ain't easy to be mature and people love easy, thus the lack of maturity.
Some say, "You're young, have fun!" Urm, excuse me, if someone is mature he/she still could have fun. Please do note that mature people does mistakes too. Immature people does mistakes, and does it again. That is the difference.
If you still command on just having fun, seriously Lad, you are screwed to life.
Its time to grow up. You are not a child anymore. Even some child is much mature than you are.
Life is not about girls and boys anymore, its about people. And people grow up.
Don't end up being a girl and a boy only. Be a person.

Lil

P/s - This is fully intended for every gap of age, but specially for Melawati's new gossip blogger, God's Creature, form 2 in melawati. Dunno her, but definitely don't wanna know her. Still, she inspired me to write the above. If you get it (all of you) then GREAT! If you don't... well, wait another few years before reading stuffs like this again. If you still don't, get your fucking life stable dude!!!

Know yourself for the better worse that could happen.

I am immature and this is note to self. Because blogs doesn't go away. Diaries do.

SUNBURST KL '09

21 st March 2009
Its started as lazy as it could. In front of the computer, in front of the tv. In front of food. Chores.
Nothing much on this fairly date.
And the my phone rings (vibrated, I let it on silent, dunno why at home ??? )
Warda called. Hurm, what? Why so sudden.
I thought it was the usual, where she is suddenly standing in front of my house to say "Lil! I'm here!" (Lol! She was there because she's gonna be my new neighbour.)
"Lil, you nak pegi Sunburst dengan me tak?"
HELL YES!
And so, it turned out to be a very ecstatic day! I was pumped, somehow just on the cause my sister Arina couldn't go and I could. Not that I knew which band was performing. Lol!
And so chores finished, bath and bath, grab whatever outfit I can get (ended up with Roxy t-shirt and jeans) and so I leave home (not forever, for Sunburst, malam balik la).
It was held in Bukit Kiara, Equestrian Field. Last time I went there was for Pesta Malam Indonesia. Sunburst was a bigger deal!
Went with Papa, thank goodness he canceled his plans, or we'll end up walking there.
Arrival at 3 (lol, like we're some kind of VIP with the usage of 'arrival')
Entered. I'm hearing music. There are 4 different stages. Two smaller stages and 2 gigantic ones.
Loud & Clear and Livesounds stages are the smaller ones. (It faces each other).
Sun and Sky stages are the gigantums. (They were side by side)
But it was frantic. We didn't get the flyers (we passed the guy who gave them, stupido) and we were like, where's where. Lol!
We went for 7-E, Warda bought the red slurpee. The guy said, "Sorry yeah, cair sikit." Lol! Its not cair sikit! Its CAIR!
No worries. We walked and find ourselves in Loud & Clear stage where Juwita Suwito just finished performed. We saw a band was already starting to rocking in Livesounds stage. So we went the other way. We haven't had a clue who the band was.
After the first song, they sang a familliar song.
"Hujan ke!" Lol!
Dummies! Me and Warda seriously were clueless (still are) about Local Bands. Shame on us!
We rocked a bit with Hujan. Bunkface was next. Lol, this is funny. Hujan suddenly sang the Bunkface's 'Situasi' song, for a joke as they saw Bunkface getting ready for the next show. I think they sang more than they should.
Before Hujan ended, we went to Loud & Clear stage for Bunkface. Seriously Hujan, stop singing! WE WANT BUNKFACE!
And finally, Bunkface performed. Awesome! It was like throwing all your regrets and burdens away!
Of course there were some 'Kampungans' people starting to dance whilst pushing other people away. What was that called again? I dunno.
But for flitters of seconds, the guy in front of us looked behind and HELLO JERICHO ROSALES! Okay, its not the guy but he certainly does looked like him. Obviously, after Bunkface finished, we were in our angau motion.
I seriously needed to go to the toilet then. I learned how to use that outdoor kind of toilet. Lol! You just use your feet for water. (LOL!)
We went for Sun Stage, Meet Uncle Hussein were performing. But they were about to finish.
We went back to Loud & Clear, Estrella ws performing. She was too cute!!! Her songs were so 'lalok'ing... Haha!
After that were some bands that we didn't know and musics that doesn't really interest us.
So we bought lunch, KFC (trust me it was the cheapest there) and ate in fron't of the Sky stage while waiting for Estranged. Cosmic Kitchen was performing at Sun Stage. The song were okay but quite sleepy-ish.
We saw this mat salleh guy hitting on a mat salleh girl. Warda wanted to laugh when the guy kissed the girl's hand when they part off. I thought it was dope sweet!!
Estranged came off. Wow! Amazing. And 'Bulu Kaki!' Kah kah! My favourite was 'Itu Kamu!' Azwin Andy is officially the hottest drummer I have ever seen.
There are also "Jabawockeez" there. Lol! (I'm not serious)
Before the last song ran out we ran to the Sun Stage, Nidji was almost on. OMG! This one tottaly nails up Warda's broken heart! Giring doakan Warda dpt jodoh dua! Haha! (How can a girl dpt 2 jodoh?)
Nidji was bomb!
A problem came. Dari org sampai masih x nampak budak kecik Fitri! Akhirnya jumpe gak die!
Hang out for some time with two of his friends. We don't care if you got pictures with Bunkface and Estrella! (Or do we?)
Parted ways, we went for N.E.R.D. (You say it with the alphabets not nerd)
Pharell Williams, tottaly to die for!!! And we see this one Mat Salleh guy very enthusiastic with N.E.R.D. They pumped us out the most. We were jumping like hell!!!!
And off we go home. With me dreaming of Mr Jericho Rosales. Lol!

P/S - Warda... I'm glad u broke up with him, kalau x, I x dpt enjoy Sunburst dgn you. LOL!
My Best Friend!!! (I killed Yad, somehow)

Story on a Tuesday

It was March 17th, a sunny day, damp but ain't hot.
I am on my way out for movies in KLCC.
Met Nizam and Mira at LRT. And I'm LATE. Lol! Perfect brother kept saying "Jap eh. Jap eh."
I left the fabulous Nasi Ayam at home, untouched. :( (Ni semua pasal ada abang tu cakap nak pergi pukul 12 gak!)
Naik LRT. Mira. C.O.M.P.L.A.I.N.I.N.G.
I arrived, she colplained about how fat she looked in her outfit, which she doesn't.
Up in LRT, she complained how her shoes is too big and she felt like Cinderella all the time. (You know, kasut terbukak semua tu)
Mira kept glancing at the mirror, oh how she said she ain't self-absorbed, well, little girl, people who pretty much hold their face on mirrors all the friggin time are self-absorbed. (I can hear Mira said, "I nak betulkan tudung je!" ;p)
Turun LRT, "Lil, kasut ni asyik nak tercabut je!"
Okay, okay.... "Lil, lapar la pulak. Makan dulu la."
Now my stomach is complaining. It craves food. So we went to McD. Ah food, I love you.
I ate burger. Nizam ate burger. Mira ate, fries? What, you said you were hungry before!
Okay, whatever, her choice.
Bought ticket for Race to Witch Mountain.
Syafik and his cousin, Amirul (tu yeah name die?) are on their way, ticket beli skali.
Bought pop corn.
Called Syafik. "Bang, kat mane?" I said. Syafik got in shut. "Hek eleh! Relax la! X yah marah."
I x marah. Mira marah. She kept going here and there, "Mane laki ni!"
Gave the fon to Nizam. Bla bla bla guy talk. "Weh, asal kau pegi Pavvi. Kitorang kat KL la."
WTF? The dude was in the LRT and went walking to Pavvi? (Okay, that is really funny!")
I was sorta laughing. Mira was walking there, and here, and there again, here, there, you get the point. She was unhappy. I laughed. "Mira, relax la. He might silap dengar."
"Tak kisah, eeei! Geram la laki ni!"
Okay, long story short, Mira meragam, and Syafik came, appologised 1000 times to Mira, and check on Race to Witch Mountain.
The movie was.... Fine... Okay what am I saying it was not at all my type of movie so it was wrong in all way!
Nizam was charmed by the auntie next to him, blabbering to her phone really, really loudly. Lol! Sabar Nizam sabar!
Movie ended, yes! Went out, met Syira... It was a hug fest in the middle of the road. (Macam x jumpe 10 tahun kitorang)
Syira is with Zoul and his friend Naim.
We cared for another movie. Sayang you can dance.
Lol! But it was at 6.45. So we had to wait. From 4.30!!!
Syafik ate at BB. (Gile jauh kau pegi Syafik) We, others stayed put in KLCC's signature.
Lol! This is the best part! Mira jadi bahan!
Every word she said was like a laughing fest!!!
And trapezium came out of me and Syira's mouth for more than 900 times!!!
I couldn't remember now what she said, because I laughed too much lot!
Played with Nizam's phone. The game called solitare but it was way out of the solitare I used to play. Syira played with that ball game thing. (No pun intended. ;p) Anyway, she was riggid semangat!
6.45. AKHIRNYA. Enter movie. Then I realized. Its better if x yah masuk pun. The movie sucks (sori ah Syira) badly. I hate the parts of Dafi. BUT, I love Samuel Rizal... Handsome! And his vespa.
Now here's my problem on the movie, what made Remmie die? Die sakit ape wey!!!
And ade ke org kene blasah 3 kali berturut dalam satu movie. Sekali cukup ah!
Whats up with "Mak Remmie org Indonesia, Bapak die sarawak. Sbb tu slang die cam lain sket." And suddenly, "Ibu saya sudah meninggal sewaktu saya berumur 2 tahun." SOOOO, why the slang?!!
Plus, they showed this really cheesy motion in the movies. OMG!
I slept through most of it. I knew the ending already, he died. The end. Pssshhhh.
Movie habis, ALHAMDULILLAH!!!
Balik naek LRT. Mira cakap sakit perut. OMG! I told you to eat but you won't listen!!! Okay, relax.. the LRT bengong sket. It went up to Wangsa Maju and everything was fine. But in Wangsa Maju, the door wont go open. WTF! And we went through sampai terminal.
Lol! This is the best part!
We thought the LRT would patah balik but the management guy asked us to leave the train. Okay. We did. AND, Mira was swallowed by the train! The train's door got closed! She was literally crying already! Naim got stuck with her too, Btw.
The management guy opened the door, and Mira ran to me and Syira for a hug. She was pretty darned scared! Sakit perut dah hilang.
We reversed back to Wangsa Maju. Lol! Sampai gak.
Balik ngan bapak Mira.
And thank goodness, home felt so good!!!
But sadly the nasi ayam is gone already! But papa bought me Nasi Goreng Ikan Masin. Boleh la!
And thats my day. It was fun and drowsy and seriously, its good to be me.
Lol! and MIRA, I LOVE YOU!
SYIRA pun....

Do I need to say more? Yes.... OSCAR

If you have a guy like this, who needs a guy like Johnathan??? Lol!
He wore the frigging BOW TIE!!!
ADORABLE!

List of things I should not do

1- Eat too much unhealthy stuffs
2- Tell lies
3- Jeopardizing my parent's trust
4- Keeping distance towards my dear friends
5- Watching a movie with my boyfriend, a big NO
6- Trusting a guy who I've met for a few days
7- Getting a love bite from a guy who is not my husband

Love, Lil

A serious hell of Laughter

Okay, long story short, here's what Mira said for us to foreign in laughing hell,

"Korg korg, korg tau tak, smlm kita gi jumpe doctor, pastu doctor tu cm nk bunuh kita dah. Dia JOLOK kita guna BATANG.. "

She was not finished but that was not the point. The point is JOLOK! Kah kah!
It was a tearful laughing.

Okay... his name might not be Johnathan

Mai, name die bukan Johnathan kut...
Sbb I tanye budak form 4, she x kenal Johnathan si hensem pengawas....
Wah wah! Whats your name Little Azwin Andy?
Sigh...
Don't get me wrong, I don't want you. Just your face.
So if I am that brave I'll sneak a chance to take your picture and tadaa! I don't need to look for you anymore. Just your face on the picture...

Lol! I'm a psycho I know!

Edit: Eh betul la name die Johnathan...

Kings of Leon

Seriously, AMAZING!



Kings of Leon is a rock band from Nashville, Tennessee, USA. They are made of three brothers, Caleb (lead singer/rhythm guitar), Nathan (drums/back up vocals) and Jared (bass/back up vocals/synthesizer) with their first cousin Matthew (lead guitar/back up vocals). Their band name was derived from the three Followill's father and grandfather, both named Leon. Some how they are more popular in Europe than in USA.

Maybe because USA residents only hear Pop music. Lol!
But Pop is good. Anybody heard NSync???
Lol!

My kaki sakit... Benjamin Button!!! T-T

Okat I'll say it short...
Smalam nak tgk Benjamin Button but it was full, EVERYWHERE!
Klcc, Pavvi, Timesquare.. FULL
Me n syira, in a car where I just knew Om Rachmat drives like a crazy guy!!!
Me n Syira in KLCC, walk walk to Pavvi, then walk walk to Timesquare.
People? Oh My God I never knew they were THAT many people!!!
Then me n Syira, walk walk back to Pavvi, then walk walk back to KLCC.
Found Zoul. The guy is nervous as a chipmunk in a cage. Pulled his shirt couple of times (sbb die bagi response).
Syira is the other one. "So?" Thats the only thing you know how to say? "So?" Now I know knape Acap demam dulu. Haiyo!
Balik naik LRT. Sumpah mesin paling bodoh dlm dunia!!!
Abang ambik. And I just found out, he too, like me, don't believe such thing as Valentine. Siblings effect?
Balik rumah penat gila. Tidur.
And while I was sleeping, there ought to be a lot of condoms bersepah in KL and 7 eleven nye stock mesti habis punya.
All for the pink and lovely Valentines Day,

Huhu.

How Cute French Could Be???

Don't understand a word.. But I felt cute hearing this!

Ellen Degeneres + John Mayer = EPIC!!!

Oh my!!!

Sakit Hati!!!!

Sebab dia handsome sgt!!! Lol! And I would also love to mention, he's VERY TALENTED!

Brandon Flowers!!! <333

This is why I love Rob Pattinson - He's classy

It was the after party for the BAFTA's award. And it is supposedly a black tie ceremony, in other words, FORMAL. He could somehow came in extremely late with shaggy jacket and a Nike sneakers!!! Lol! It stirs the moment for awhile, but the fact that not even the tabloids said anything about this made me feel extremely sure, he lashes his eyes AGAIN and people forgave him. LOL! He might have that unruled hair (who Audi said, without it, he loses his Rockstar status, for her) but his speeches are very classy. Compared to some new actors who said they wanted to be like some big actor, he said, "I want to have his career achievement, I don't want to be him!" See the difference? You are not what you wear. (This could say the same thing for Megan Fox; she's so sexy that every guy should lose their eyes but she's basically a mother towards her boyfriend's son!) This also tells me classy does not mean 'I have to wear this dress and that suit. I have to act all snob. I have to take down people'. That is way below down for a class act. (<-- Mira, I'm giving this to your cousin's family ;p) Only smart people resembles those high class act. Robert Pattinson choke in jokes but still maintains his classy style. (Maybe because he is British.. Lol! I dunno!)


Yes, that is what he wear to the black tie party. Lol! So sad we couldn't see the Nike shoes!

Hands

Today was fun! We talked about hands! Yesterday was about grabbing but that was yesterday so babai yesterday, don't wanna talk about you. ANYWAY, hands. If guys *ehem* matters to us in size, than our hands matters to them in size. Why? Wait until you get married (or for those of you yg dah menggaru dinding, when you have been with a guy, literally) you'll see why guys don't really like girls hands to be small. LOL!

Mood: Kah kah! Mai paling pandai! Paham paling cepat! X payah explanation!

Mira & Syira

I am GRATEFUL again for having this lovely day in KLCC. Ended up tired though. Watched Bedtime Stories, awesome by the way! But couldn't get Benjamin Button's posters out of my mind. I REALLY REALLY wanted to see it!!! Anyway, I'm not sure how I ended up taking a picture like that o the left. Lol! Anyway, I confessed something I did bad in the past to Mira (Lol! Its a laughing perspect now and I am not 100% guilty!) Mira got her 'boyfriend' a gift, it is his birthday. Me and Syira got several great minutes with the 'boyfriend's SLR. Lol! And I won't say anything about my friends... Mira and Syira... Because a picture could led a thousand words.




And also because I malas to give up long words just to say I had a good day.

Its Nazurah and BBQ

That is my friends in Nazurah's house. I was called by my friend, Syira and reminded me that Naz was making a BBQ in her house (which I totally had forgotten). I was vacuuming the house when she called so I really have no choice but to come a bit later. Though it was good. I arrived to Naz's and quickly confront the food. I was THAT hungry. Of course, there must be music and frankly, Naz has this pleasure for NEGARAKU (Malaysia's National Song). It was like, "Stand up straight, its Negaraku!" Lol! Of course like all vain people do, Naz has a camera and there we go, VAIN.

Its like Mirrors and Cameras. Cameras and Mirrors. Its SYIRA. What do you expect. She basically made the camera her property that day. Took lots of pictures, here and there, there and here. If you asked why my hair is BIG, I made it like that. As it looks painfully 'leper' before. There's a guitar and piano. Afifa and this one girl (sorry I don't know your name!) rocked it all out! They're like GREAT!


And then there's these boys, Nabil and Hariz, who never seem to stop taking pictures and making fairy tales out of it. Lol! I have been pampered with exclusive stories from Nabil and very VERY interesting pictures from Hariz. They are like, the pictured storyteller. Lol!

Omg! I forgot! Nazurah blows her birthday candles! Even she's 17, SHE BLOWS HER CANDLES. lol! Anyway, I now remember that all of us there were reaching 17. Sigh, we're OLD HAGS! But it was a great day. And last for not least, me, HAPPY!


BTW, Naz can play the guitar. She CAN play the guitar. Afifa is AWESOME in guitar!

Broken Tree

Yeah, in front of my house. The tree is broken, shed into pieces. Lol! It was just a meter high tree, my mum's. And since I don't have anything to write about plus I'm f**king bored I might just as well write about the poor broken tree. Yep.

Mood: Swingy (Just woke up)

Why I don't act like my age...

Apparently, who does? You are either too old or too young in your age. Trust me maturity is not based on age itself and it indulges exclusively on how you were raised and your experiences in life plus how you see things in life. Mentally, two people can be similar but not the same. That is the power of Allah that disguise us in so many masks that even we could not count the definition of it.

Mood : Deep (not really, just really need to write something)

Copon is out (SOB T-T) But Sharkboy is in (Wah, many more pointing from us!) And Tabloids with Vanessa, Caspian wants to be a Vampire

Sigh. I really wanted this guy, Michael Copon (How the hell you say that name???) to play Jacob. Not just because I think he's hot but because HE IS HOT! Lol, still remember back in my days in form 2 where I told Natalia literally everyday how I loved the guy who played Felix from One Tree Hill. I don't care if he's a douche but fair enough that New Moon's Jacob is a douche. Win win situation. When I knew the fact that he auditioned, I was flipping. I go "Are you kidding me! I love this dude in One Tree Hill!" On the side note, I hate Chad Michael Murray, he's the hypocrite of the route. Back to topic, No, they did not cast him as Jacob Black. They took Taylor Lautner in as Jacob. Yeah. Thats Taylor. Sharkboy. Lol! This is the crazy story where me, my sis (Audi) and abang actually sat in front of the tv sticking our attention on the same movie; Sharkboy and Lavagirl. We knew it was quite a stupid little kid's story (whatever, I like it!) but we couldn't stop sticking our nose watching from beginning to end. He ended up being the Sharkboy and everytime he was on screen, at least one of us would say "Sharkboy! Sharkboy!" I didn't know his name was Taylor Lautner before Twilight, but as I do know his name now, I still couldn't refer him anyone else but Sharkboy. He's me, my brother and sis's forever will be Sharkboy. Now that he's Jacob he'll pretty much draw more attention and be more on tv, so there will be pointing from us, where we'll say (pretty much yell at some point) "Sharkboy! Sharkboy!" Lol! I loved that movie! Apparently he was on E!News just now and my brother was the one who pointed out, "Sharkboy". People might later recognize him as the one played Jacob Black but we will always project him as Sharkboy. Well, of course, I mean obviously whoever plays Jacob would never stop me from entering the cinema to watch Robert Pattinson playing Edward, I mean how obvious that is! Fan girls bull shits when they say they won't watch it because someone else should have been Jacob. Not even the rumored Vanessa Hudgens to be on sequel could let me out of the series with Rob in it. Hell no. Though it would hurt tiny bit to see her waving her smile everytime she went on screen. Girl, act, don't just sit on spot! But if she do make it to the sequel, I could already read the headlines of the tabloids around the globe. "Hudgens ditched Efron for Pattinson?" "Pattinson VS Efron; Who will win Hudgens' heart?" "Hudgens and Pattinson cozy on set; Where is Zac Efron?" Oh how wonderful! (Note to sarcasm) Obviously I hated that to happen so Nessa, might as well stay away from the series. Oh and Ben Barnes aka Mr Prince Caspian was rumored (I'm pretty sure though) to be casted as Aro, one of the Volturri. Ok, so now question a bit, why does he put on franchise roles of the sequel of movies??? I mean Narnia 2 and now Twilight 2? Excuse me Mr Barnes but don't you have any other roles to consider. Like, I dunno, a guy who doesn't suddenly come in sequels??? He's alright, not hot but definitely not fugly. Again, whoever was casted doesn't really affect the fact that I will be in line buyng the ticket to watch New Moon. Obviously, Rob commitment. (Lol! Dunno why) But a teensy winsy bit of me said, "Aro, Aro, isn't he suppose to be ancient?" By ancient I mean a lot older and somehow, mature in high level of density.

School is not Hell

The reality out there is hell. If you could not handle school than slit your throat and die because school is the little dimple of all the problems in life. We students think we knew everything but sadly we don't. We spite a quick thinking process and act like a child, which we still are. Trying sex, drugs and alcohol to be known as rebels or acting more mature, what is the hiatus of maturity is there? Acting like some kind of an adult with no responsibilities, heck who is your mother? You wanna grow up so fast that studying is a hardship you should never take, hell, why do you wanna be such an old hag so much?! I tell you where is hell. Its everywhere when you decide the wrong thing is whats best for you.

Toodles! ;p

The Motorhomes

Into The Night

Into the night we're alright
Into the pale moonlight
Nothing could go wrong
When you're alone carry on
Pull out the nails from your bones
Keep on keeping on

You've got nothing to fear
Promise you will be there
Nothing will go wrong

Don't chase the beat of your heart
Don't let yourself fall apart

You've got nothing to fear
Promise you will be there
Nothing will go wrong

This pain put there by your loved ones
Goes deep into your bones
That carry your body
This pain put there by your loved ones
Goes deep into your bones
That carry your body

Into the night it's alright
Into the pale morning light
Nothing has gone wrong
And nothing will go wrong




Astonished! Love Motorhomes!